New year, new me! First blog, this is me!
I am here, starting a blog. I just want to write and share my life in a more productive way than shmistagram, shmik shmok, or smhx. lol shmex.... I am overrrr the overstimulating nature of instagram and X and tik tok, and whatevverrrrr. And the idiots who own these apps piss me off!!!! I will be keeping tumblr, if you want to see that go ahead and check it @ vastnothing
SO here i am. If you have been following my digital shadow for a whileeeee, you will remember this being the username of my instagram in likeeee 2022 ?
So welcome. Here i will be rambling and talking about things i like and whatever the hell i am occupying my time with. I think it will be intellectually stimulating (Hah if u get that, u rock). So here I am, take me or leave me. If you leave me, please part from me with loveeeeee <3<3<3<3<3
Now let's talk about January:
Well to talk about January we need to start in late Decemebrrrr.
On December 20th, I was officially unemployed with a degree. Doesn't sound right, huh??? But alas, i am 22, ive no money, no prospects, i am already a burden to my parents, and i am quite frightened. or whatevs. That whole graduating thing has made my life since a season of change, change, change. The holidays came and went. that was quite lovely. I love being my family! I spent two weeks in Phx, the longest I have stayed there since 2022. I came back to Tux and started being a little study bug. One thing stands between me and being a registered nurse, and that thing is the most evil test ever made!!!!
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January was a whole lot of meeting Sam(my friend) at various coffee shops around town to study and yap our little asses off. We did that every Monday, and occasionally on a Thursday or Saturday. This whole post-grad thing has been wildly confusing though. This was the first time in my life I have not started a new semester in January. Whaaaat??? I also cooked a whole lot during the month of January. I usually cook a lot, but I cooked every meal, every day. That is maybe the best part of this whole unemployed thing. The time I once spent doing meaningless crap, like an audit for work, I now spend doing awesome shit like baking date bars! (i still have some frozen in my freezer lol). I also got Finn! My baby Finnegan Blue, whom I have loved for 10 years, is finally in my home!!!
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| Mr. Finnegan Blue |
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| date bar! |
In the final week of January, I took a trip across the pond to London. I saw all the sights (that I was interested in that is), and had a ball doing mostly solo adventures. I went with my father, who was mostly occupied by work. So, I got to do whatever the hell my little legs could take me to! ** I rode the Underground against the wishes of my father, and then got him to ride it with me. I wish I lived in a city with good public transportation. ** I wont bore you with the a play by play. The highlight of the trip was participating in one of my favorite past times, a live show! I went to the Windmill Brixton woooooop! ... but that was technically already in February.
January redeemed itself there at the end. I mean, it was never terrible. A bit mundane though.
My January Highlights:
- Movies
- The Brutalist-5/5
- Long as fuckkkkkkkk and the haters are mad that AI was used in post production but like what movie doesn't do that these days??!?!??!??!
- I LOOOOVEEEE Adrien Brody
- Insane character portrayals, the dramaaa was intense, i loved the pacing, what an emotional struggle...the passion was bursting!!!!
- Bridget Jones' series-4/5
- so damn funny!!
- she is so terrible! gurl ure not fat! chill tf out!!!
- still, i love watching her crash out
- TV
- Started Twin Peaks: The Return
- cant rate yet, as this is an active watch
- RIP David Lynch!!!!!
- I really loved the original run so I am excited about this one
- so far some crazy shit is happening!!!!!! idk what else to say uuuhhh
- Music
- Tiger's Blood-Waxahatchee --5/5
- took me too long to listen to this whole album
- heavy in rotation since december
- just watched her most recent tiny desk ♡
- increds
- Heavy Metal-Cameron Winter- 4/5
- still a little new to me
- thank you, George♡
- sidenote: George is my personal music influencer
- loveeee takes mileeeessss
- The Flaming Lips-no specific album
- finallyyyyy getting into this band
- God bless these white boys
- Book- only one this month
- Hunger Games-5/5
- yeah it took me too long to get here... i looooveeeed it
- this was my Underground companion and it was perfecttt
- i am sad cuz i have to wait like 5 more weeks for it to be available from my county lib (˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )
- PLEASE GIVE ME BOOK RECSSSSS
- Other
- I got a realllyy cool star jacket from Portobello market in Notting Hill! It is so sick! I wish Arizona was still cold :(
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| cool ass jacket! |
- My current favorite snack is apples and peanut butter
- I fixed my air pods!!
- literally just reset them lolz
- I liked this sculpture in Saint Paul's Cathedral in London
- you can read about it here: https://www.stpauls.co.uk/mother-and-child-hood-by-henry-moore
Mother and Child by Henry Moore - I started doin my own gel nails!
- 3 sets in are
- my fav so far
my nails!
- MJ Lenderman live!!!
- Blogging!
- I have always wanted to and used to have an amateur tumblr blog (i have since deleted cuz it went back to 2013...embarrassing)
- this feels like a really good way to channel my creativity.. and practice my writing
- Attempting to bake a cake!
- i have named 2025 as the year i get good at baking, or just try!
- Sewing !!! I have a few projects in the books!
- my goal is to spend $0 doing this and use only scrap fabrics/thrifted fabrics i already have :p
- Finding new music, hopefully!
- George is showing me some of The Band's songs as I write this...so no not hopefully itz happenin
- Listening to this playlist i made
- it is a little dramatic but it isssss everythinggg toooo meee righttttt nowwww
- getting me through this shit, you could say
- https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3pi3ebDrXcNtHZNSUZFTwY?si=41add0fc12b248ef
- not much else i fckn hate february!
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